Words and Images by Zian Villiongco
Amidst the drone of the bus engine, the voice of an old man talking in Khmer over his phone indistinctly rang along the aisle, while other passengers, tucked away in their bunker beds, passed the evening bus ride, browsing over their mobile phones or huddled cozily in their blankets. I was on a six-hour journey aboard a sleeper bus traveling from Phnom Penh back to Siem Reap where I was to catch my flight back home to Manila. Outside, beyond the illumination of the outstretched road, the Cambodian countryside was hidden in ink-black darkness.
I didn’t really know what to expect when I first came to Cambodia, as I was basically shooting everything from the hip. The most that I ever planned was to just visit Angkor Wat in Siem Reap, and then just play everything by ear from there on end. The quick jaunt to Cambodia’s capital, Phnom Penh, was but a spur-of-the-moment idea to make the most of my meager four days of touring within the country. Yet those meager four days imprinted on me an indelible regard for a country that has known both glory and horror; a country which, through both the grandeur of its ancient history and the atrocities of its wars, has woven a sublime experiential tapestry for the wonder-seeking traveler that I was.
I kept wondering what the old kingdom must have been like, how life played out against a backdrop of imperial edifices and lush jungle. But there was little else aside from the complexes of dying temples and frozen stone faces to give insight to the daily tableau of ancient Angkor. Now, all that populate and bear witness to the splendor of the ruined kingdom are modern-day hordes of tourists, touts and peddlers. Yet the remains of Angkor, the seat of the once flourishing Khmer Empire, stand nothing short of being awe-inspiring.
At Angkor Wat, considered to be the largest religious monument in the world, throngs of foreign visitors littered the temple grounds. I made my way through each of the concentric galleries surrounding the central temple building, stopping by statues of the Hindu god Vishnu to take photos and gazing at intricate bas-reliefs carved along expansive stretches of the corridor walls. I made my way further inward to the site’s central structures, anticipating to learn and to see more of the temple. But my enthusiasm and interest were easily quelled by the sight of a swarm of tourists queuing their way up to the innermost shrine, and I pondered then on the reality that whatever religious significance that Angkor Wat bore in its olden times was now diluted in the third world socio-economic conundrum of mass tourism.
I took my bicycle, which I had rented back in Siem Reap, and proceeded to another one of the greater Angkorian temple complexes, Angkor Thom. Established by the Buddhist King Jayavarman VII, Angkor Thom—its name literally meaning “Great City”—was the last and most enduring capital of the Khmer Empire. Approaching the ancient city’s South Gate, I was ushered in by a silent retinue of stone figures lining the causeway that spanned over the city’s surrounding moat. The gate entrance was narrow, while high overhead at the gate’s lintel was a giant stone face that serenely stood stolid watch over all who passed through.
A while after entering the city gate, I eventually came upon the Bayon, Javayarman’s state temple standing at the very center of the ancient city. At the south side of the temple, some massive restoration operation was taking place, as workers in hard hats and with heavy machinery tended to a quarry of what appears to be torn down stone blocks from the temple structure. At the eastern terrace, I took notice of the temple’s disarray of mislaid stones, crumbled arches, and scaffoldings of wooden planks and steel pipes. The intricate motifs of dancing female deities carved onto standing pillars were defaced with chisel marks and scars left by stone cutters. For all its stately splendor and aesthetic richness, this centerpiece of Cambodia’s cultural heritage was in a delicate state of disrepair.
All throughout the entire temple grounds, massive stone faces frozen in placid countenance kept their perpetual vigil—silent sentinels which, throughout the centuries, have borne witness to the rise of a kingdom, its demise and surrender to the jungle, and its eventual re-opening to a modern world. I chanced upon a contingent of Buddhist monks touring the temple, along with all the other foreign tourists who were snapping away their cameras at the orange-robed ascetics, with as much attention as what they were giving to the temple’s infrastructure. There, amidst a flood of commercialism, I somehow managed to see traces of the spiritual significance that Angkor once held.
Angkor Thom held other monuments. I strolled through the Phimeanakas grounds, making my way to the garden edges where the outer fringes of the temple complex and the jungle met. There by the decaying walls that enclosed the temple surroundings, the jungle stood quietly, as if patiently lying in wait for the time when it can once again freely welcome itself into the domains of the ancient kingdom.
The Independence Monument in Phnom Penh at night.
I freely wove my way throughout the open areas of the Royal Palace complex, taking stock of the various golden-spired buildings and the ornately masoned stupas littered among sprawling manicured grounds. Constructed between 1866 and 1870, after King Norodom relocated the royal capital to Phnom Penh during the country’s history as a French Protectorate, Cambodia’s present-day royal residence is a fine example of Khmer architecture with a slight French influence.
Within the central compound, the Throne Hall, where the king’s confidants, generals and royal officials once carried out their duties and which now is primarily used for religious and royal ceremonies, beamed majestically. Elsewhere, within the other quarters of the palace complex, stood other notable buildings: the grand open-air Moonlight Pavilion, serving as a banquet hall and performance venue for the Royal Dancers; the Silver Pagoda, which houses national treasures such as the Emerald Buddha; and the Khemarin Palace, where the King of Cambodia officially resides.
Outside the Royal Palace, I found myself immersed in the commotion of an active city, bustling with people going about their daily lives and streets roaring with the traffic of cars, buses, mopeds and tuktuks. From seeking out souvenirs at the Central Market, to sampling some num banh chok (Khmer noodles, Cambodia’s national dish) on the streets, to observing the local colors all along Sisowath Quay, I tried to explore as much of the city with whatever little time I had. I found my way through alleys and boulevards, figuring the local transport system to seek out nearby attractions that I gleaned from my online research.
The inner shrine of Wat Phnom houses several images of the Buddha and painted sceneries from his life adorn the walls and ceiling.
Cambodia is reeling with the scars and heavy energy left behind by its recent history, yet moving on with a calm and collected spirit.
Within the inner sanctuary of the Buddhist temple of Wat Phnom, the focal point of Phnom Penh and from which the city derives its name, locals offered prayers and incense sticks to a bronze seated Buddha surrounded by other Buddha figures. All over the walls and ceiling of the sanctuary, rich murals depicting stories from the life of the Buddha and from Khmer epic legends spread out in vivid display.
Elsewhere throughout the city, various buildings and monuments alluded to the rich and also tumultuous history of the country. Among all of these, none has affected me the most than the Toul Sleng Genocide Museum, a grim reminder of Cambodia’s darkest time, when the Khmer Rouge ruled the country with nightmarish terror. During the Khmer Rouge regime from 1975 to 1979, what once was an innocent school was converted into a torture camp where thousands of innocents were brutally killed. The reminders of the genocide, displayed all over the place in such bleak and stark rawness, was all too overwhelming and sobering for me that at the end of the tour, I found myself sobbing on a bench outside.
The Throne Hall within the Royal Palace complex in Phnom Penh.
From my bunker bed aboard the sleeper bus, I peered into the darkness outside and tried to discern the landscape rolling past. I was at the tail-end of my journey through this country dubbed as the “kingdom of wonder.” I have seen perhaps only so little of it, yet what little I have seen has left with me a profound impression.
Cambodia is a land of cultural grandeur, reeling with the scars and heavy energy left behind by its recent history, yet moving on with a calm and collected spirit. It is a land filled with amazement, a land wrought with a soft yet resilient spirit, a land whose magnificence, which through history was lost to obscurity and adversity, now reemerges.
The massive faces carved into the stone towers of Bayon in Angkor Thom are said to be of the god-king Jayavarman VII who built the city some 800 years ago.